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Name: Gabriel
Country: Canada
State: Ontario
Birthday: 9/25/1982
Gender: Male
Interests: Anything and Everything
Expertise: Shit shoveler
Occupation: Student
Industry: Banking/Finance
Message: message me
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Member Since:
10/20/2004
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| I've finally come to the realization that I was the one who drove Sarah away. My temper, my irritability, my foolishness, all led to the demise of our relationship. I took for granted something so wonderful that God gave me. He gave me Sarah and I took her for granted and mistreated her. I am hating myself to the core.
Everytime I got upset at her for no reason, it chipped away at her heart little by little. And the worst was, she couldn't even vent out her emotions and frustrations, in fear that I would only be more upset. I put her in this emotional cage, I confined her and it agonizes me just to think of what she had to go through. How could I put her so much pain and suffering, how could I do this to a person whom I loved so much and who loved me so much. I am just not worthy of her, not worthy of God's love.
I broke her trust, I broke God's trust. I can only pray that God will forgive me and heal the hurt that Sarah's heart feels. I did not mean for all this, I did not want to hurt her. Some things I said really hurt her, but it was out of stupidity and foolishness that I said it.
This has been such a painful lesson for me. From this day forth I have to learn to control my temper, my emotions, and my words. I have to take responsibility for what I say and what I do. I can no longer stay in ignorance. I need to know that what I say could do irreversible damage. I have to consider the consequences of my actions. Lord forgive me. I don't deserve you and I don't deserve Sarah. But I still hope and pray that she will take me back one day. I hope that God can redeem me and maybe one day when I am ready, he will put love back into my life, and someone's fragile heart in my hands. I still love you Sarah, so very much.
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| I wonder if anyone would read this. I'm so heartbroke and confused. There were no warnings, no signs. Sarah, whom I love so much, just suddenly says she needs to be free from me. I still don't know the reason why she is leaving me. Even up till a month ago we were looking at IKEA and talking about what colour we would like our furniture to be if we had our own condo. I'm so lost and so frustrated. She says she needs time and space and to be free.
But what happened? What killed the relationship? God, where are you? I'm so lost.
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| And after watching the loose change video, you should watch the opposite which is pretty straight forward, "Screw Loosechange." Again this video is very interesting and you learn some useful facts.
http://www.lolloosechange.co.nr/
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| It's time I stir up some controversy. Watch this and respond. And don't stop the video ten seconds in, just because you realize it was homemade by some guy at home. It's actually a quite interesting documentary where you learn some useful facts.
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-5946593973848835726&q=%22loose+change+second+edition%22
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